The last six months have been a journey, a journey that I would never wish for anyone to experience, not even my worst enemy. There have been moments of happiness and moments of where I simply felt like I couldn't survive another day. I have felt sadness, discouragement, anger, peace, comfort, hope- a wave of emotions that was and is overwhelming to handle. One thing I have felt, is the Lord's hand and his grace through out this process. I have personally felt him carrying me, when I couldn't get up or when I simply couldn't walk. I have felt him wiping away my tears and giving me strength for the upcoming months of pain that he knew I was going to experience. I HAVE FELT HIM. It's an amazing feeling, a feeling that I don't ever want to loose.
how I'm truly feeling
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
I have been sitting here, trying to figure out how to describe my situation and share my thoughts about what I have been experiencing over the last six months. I am not here to ask for sympathy, I'm here to simply express how I'm truly feeling. Although, I am not ready to share my story to the public yet, I don't even know if I actually will. I am ready to share with you about how I'm doing.
The last six months have been a journey, a journey that I would never wish for anyone to experience, not even my worst enemy. There have been moments of happiness and moments of where I simply felt like I couldn't survive another day. I have felt sadness, discouragement, anger, peace, comfort, hope- a wave of emotions that was and is overwhelming to handle. One thing I have felt, is the Lord's hand and his grace through out this process. I have personally felt him carrying me, when I couldn't get up or when I simply couldn't walk. I have felt him wiping away my tears and giving me strength for the upcoming months of pain that he knew I was going to experience. I HAVE FELT HIM. It's an amazing feeling, a feeling that I don't ever want to loose.
The last six months have been a journey, a journey that I would never wish for anyone to experience, not even my worst enemy. There have been moments of happiness and moments of where I simply felt like I couldn't survive another day. I have felt sadness, discouragement, anger, peace, comfort, hope- a wave of emotions that was and is overwhelming to handle. One thing I have felt, is the Lord's hand and his grace through out this process. I have personally felt him carrying me, when I couldn't get up or when I simply couldn't walk. I have felt him wiping away my tears and giving me strength for the upcoming months of pain that he knew I was going to experience. I HAVE FELT HIM. It's an amazing feeling, a feeling that I don't ever want to loose.
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